Hey you! With your polka dots and pink nails. With you silly little habits. Drinking fancy cocktails and having diner parties. You broke down when i let you see a glimpse of what i was up to. I still see you sitting on the floor after you crashed… crying like there was no tomorrow. You are living in a wonderful world of rainbows and funny pictures. Positive motivational posters and all that stuff.
After i send you a email telling i was done with my portfolio which was my only goal i didn’t need anything else. I was a bit angry at you because i knew you didn’t understand then and i told you what i did. Told you there was a price on my head. Which there was. I have my connections… Look at my portfolio… Can’t get any realer huh!
Those connections and i don’t live in a wonderful world like yours. These are real threats and you went ballistic. Called my aunt and totally flipped. She told me because she didn’t know why. So i told her and she told me not to tell anyone. I don’t care. You went fucking ballistic.
What did you think would happen if they did get me. You would end up being a crazy lady with a shitload of medicine. Repetitive visits to the doctor. All because i did it for them… and you! That’s why i did the german thing. ‘Einer dieser steine – Sido’. Yeah you thought i was some kind of pussy! Well i am not! Lucky you!